safe and sound

how can a heart ache if he's not what you need,
that is a very good question,indeed.
one thing for sure,life is never fair,
cheer up,there're lots more out there.

i once knew a girl,
i really loved her so.
she fell for my friend,
and i had to let her go.

the next girl i fell for,
she was really something.
but that was what i thought,
turned out to be nothing.

when all hope seemed lost,
you showed me the way.
i'm lost for words now,
i don't know what to say.

so don't be sad,
don't feel down,
you'll be alright,
safe and sound.

if you need ever need,
to talk to somebody.
i'll be here,
you can count on me.

miss composure

your eyes tonight,they shine so bright,
with the stars above,such a lovely sight.
you asked for a poem,here it goes,
it's more like a rhyme,but nobody knows.

who cares if it's poem or a rhyme,
you'll still have a jolly good time.
i hope you'll smile at the end of this,
don't leave your chair,not even to piss.

once upon a time,i saw this dame,
in my dreams,i knew her name.
she was smiling,sounds kinda lame,
but not every story is the same.

wherever i looked,
i searched for her smile.
she was in front if me,
all this while.

i was so blind,
not to see.
a plain beauty,
in kde.

i like to save the best for last,
ending the story would be too fast.
i'll write you more,
this isn't that hardcore

more to come,don't worry.
we're not in a hurry...are we?

hear your thoughts

competition is cruel.
you gain victory at someone's loss. you find happiness out of someone's sadness.

and in the end what do you get?
trophy? fame? fortune?
or maybe it was just a need to hide your insecurities.

what's the point of proving you're the best when nobody's perfect, nobody's the best.

humans are always wanting to prove themselves better than others.
perhaps only because they feel, and fear that they are not good enough, most of the times, for themselves.
because no one else has to right judge you other than yourself.

i may be a loser, i may be kiasu. i may be afraid of losing. fine. say whatever you want.
but let me put in this way.
if i were to prove myself, what do i get if i fail? (bigger possibility)
probably hatred, resentment, more insecurities, frustration, desperation
but if i dont win anything, i'd still be happy. i'd still have my friends and family. i'd still be loved.
the worst is......nothing more. because i already have everything i have, which is good enough for me.
what more could i need? what more could i ask for?

i mean yeah if you succeed you'd get fame and fortune and everyone's respect, but who says being the in 99% of the human population who are normal, average and simple isn't something good as well?

the world we live in nowadays gives people the impression that if we dont achieve something, we're nothing.
but then again, who says having achievements is something and having none is nothing?
you can also have many achievements and well, nothing else.
unless your achievement is achieving the balance in life but that's another topic which i shall further elaborate in another post.

humans come in different shapes and sizes, including their views.
i understand those of you who have been living your whole life trying to be number 1, i respect your determination, i respect your hardwork, i respect your aim and mission, i know its a dark winding pathway full of obstacles and sacrifices, but always remember not to lose yourself, because every sacrifice you make comes with a price.

sometimes a price where people lose respect and faith in you, for making distasteful sacrifices to get to where you want to be. and if you think it is all worth it in the end of the day, that's when you lose yourself.

well whatever and however, at the end of the day, i live by my own motto.

i dont have to prove myself to anyone else.