how can a heart ache if he's not what you need,
that is a very good question,indeed.
one thing for sure,life is never fair,
cheer up,there're lots more out there.
i once knew a girl,
i really loved her so.
she fell for my friend,
and i had to let her go.
the next girl i fell for,
she was really something.
but that was what i thought,
turned out to be nothing.
when all hope seemed lost,
you showed me the way.
i'm lost for words now,
i don't know what to say.
so don't be sad,
don't feel down,
you'll be alright,
safe and sound.
if you need ever need,
to talk to somebody.
i'll be here,
you can count on me.
Always and Forever
little miss dreamer ;)
Saturday, January 21, 2012
Friday, January 20, 2012
miss composure
your eyes tonight,they shine so bright,
with the stars above,such a lovely sight.
you asked for a poem,here it goes,
it's more like a rhyme,but nobody knows.
who cares if it's poem or a rhyme,
you'll still have a jolly good time.
i hope you'll smile at the end of this,
don't leave your chair,not even to piss.
once upon a time,i saw this dame,
in my dreams,i knew her name.
she was smiling,sounds kinda lame,
but not every story is the same.
wherever i looked,
i searched for her smile.
she was in front if me,
all this while.
i was so blind,
not to see.
a plain beauty,
in kde.
i like to save the best for last,
ending the story would be too fast.
i'll write you more,
this isn't that hardcore
more to come,don't worry.
we're not in a hurry...are we?
with the stars above,such a lovely sight.
you asked for a poem,here it goes,
it's more like a rhyme,but nobody knows.
who cares if it's poem or a rhyme,
you'll still have a jolly good time.
i hope you'll smile at the end of this,
don't leave your chair,not even to piss.
once upon a time,i saw this dame,
in my dreams,i knew her name.
she was smiling,sounds kinda lame,
but not every story is the same.
wherever i looked,
i searched for her smile.
she was in front if me,
all this while.
i was so blind,
not to see.
a plain beauty,
in kde.
i like to save the best for last,
ending the story would be too fast.
i'll write you more,
this isn't that hardcore
more to come,don't worry.
we're not in a hurry...are we?
Friday, January 13, 2012
hear your thoughts
competition is cruel.
you gain victory at someone's loss. you find happiness out of someone's sadness.
and in the end what do you get?
trophy? fame? fortune?
or maybe it was just a need to hide your insecurities.
what's the point of proving you're the best when nobody's perfect, nobody's the best.
humans are always wanting to prove themselves better than others.
perhaps only because they feel, and fear that they are not good enough, most of the times, for themselves.
because no one else has to right judge you other than yourself.
i may be a loser, i may be kiasu. i may be afraid of losing. fine. say whatever you want.
but let me put in this way.
if i were to prove myself, what do i get if i fail? (bigger possibility)
probably hatred, resentment, more insecurities, frustration, desperation
but if i dont win anything, i'd still be happy. i'd still have my friends and family. i'd still be loved.
the worst is......nothing more. because i already have everything i have, which is good enough for me.
what more could i need? what more could i ask for?
i mean yeah if you succeed you'd get fame and fortune and everyone's respect, but who says being the in 99% of the human population who are normal, average and simple isn't something good as well?
the world we live in nowadays gives people the impression that if we dont achieve something, we're nothing.
but then again, who says having achievements is something and having none is nothing?
you can also have many achievements and well, nothing else.
unless your achievement is achieving the balance in life but that's another topic which i shall further elaborate in another post.
humans come in different shapes and sizes, including their views.
i understand those of you who have been living your whole life trying to be number 1, i respect your determination, i respect your hardwork, i respect your aim and mission, i know its a dark winding pathway full of obstacles and sacrifices, but always remember not to lose yourself, because every sacrifice you make comes with a price.
sometimes a price where people lose respect and faith in you, for making distasteful sacrifices to get to where you want to be. and if you think it is all worth it in the end of the day, that's when you lose yourself.
well whatever and however, at the end of the day, i live by my own motto.
i dont have to prove myself to anyone else.
you gain victory at someone's loss. you find happiness out of someone's sadness.
and in the end what do you get?
trophy? fame? fortune?
or maybe it was just a need to hide your insecurities.
what's the point of proving you're the best when nobody's perfect, nobody's the best.
humans are always wanting to prove themselves better than others.
perhaps only because they feel, and fear that they are not good enough, most of the times, for themselves.
because no one else has to right judge you other than yourself.
i may be a loser, i may be kiasu. i may be afraid of losing. fine. say whatever you want.
but let me put in this way.
if i were to prove myself, what do i get if i fail? (bigger possibility)
probably hatred, resentment, more insecurities, frustration, desperation
but if i dont win anything, i'd still be happy. i'd still have my friends and family. i'd still be loved.
the worst is......nothing more. because i already have everything i have, which is good enough for me.
what more could i need? what more could i ask for?
i mean yeah if you succeed you'd get fame and fortune and everyone's respect, but who says being the in 99% of the human population who are normal, average and simple isn't something good as well?
the world we live in nowadays gives people the impression that if we dont achieve something, we're nothing.
but then again, who says having achievements is something and having none is nothing?
you can also have many achievements and well, nothing else.
unless your achievement is achieving the balance in life but that's another topic which i shall further elaborate in another post.
humans come in different shapes and sizes, including their views.
i understand those of you who have been living your whole life trying to be number 1, i respect your determination, i respect your hardwork, i respect your aim and mission, i know its a dark winding pathway full of obstacles and sacrifices, but always remember not to lose yourself, because every sacrifice you make comes with a price.
sometimes a price where people lose respect and faith in you, for making distasteful sacrifices to get to where you want to be. and if you think it is all worth it in the end of the day, that's when you lose yourself.
well whatever and however, at the end of the day, i live by my own motto.
i dont have to prove myself to anyone else.
Wednesday, December 14, 2011
little taste of heaven.
when i'm with you.
untouchable like a distand diamond sky
i'm reaching out and i just can't tell you why
i'm caught up in you, i'm caught up in you
untouchable burning brighter than the sun
and when you're close i feel like coming undone
in the middle of the night when i'm in this dream
it's like a million little stars spelling out your name
you gotta come on, come on
say that we'll be together
come on, come on
little taste of heaven
it's half full and i won't wait here all day
i know you're saying that you'll be here anyway
but you're untouchable burning brighter than the sun
now that you're close i feel like coming undone
in the middle of the night waking from this dream
i wanna feel you by my side standing next to me
you gotta come on, come on
say that we'll be together
come on, come on
little taste of heaven.
Friday, December 02, 2011
every time i hear his name
Finally got over that song of ours; stopped chasin' little red sports cars,
To check the license plates and I quit drivin' by your place.
Back makin' the rounds at our old haunts: Honky Tonks, restaurants.
And seein' some of our old friends: it feels good to dance again.
And I can finally smell your perfume and not look around the room for you.
And I can walk right by your picture in a frame and not feel a thing.
But when I hear your name,
I feel rain fallin' right out of the blue sky.
And it's the fifth of May, and I'm right there starin' in your eyes.
And nothin's changed, and we're still same.
And I get lost in the innocence of a first kiss,
And I'm hangin' on to every word rollin' off of your lips:
And that's all it takes, and I'm in that place,
Every time I hear your name.
I stop thinkin' 'bout the words I left unsaid.
Every time I hear your name.
I stop tryin' the change the things I can't change.
Every time I hear your name.
In my heart I know you're gone, but in my head,
I feel rain fallin' right out of the blue sky.
To check the license plates and I quit drivin' by your place.
Back makin' the rounds at our old haunts: Honky Tonks, restaurants.
And seein' some of our old friends: it feels good to dance again.
And I can finally smell your perfume and not look around the room for you.
And I can walk right by your picture in a frame and not feel a thing.
But when I hear your name,
I feel rain fallin' right out of the blue sky.
And it's the fifth of May, and I'm right there starin' in your eyes.
And nothin's changed, and we're still same.
And I get lost in the innocence of a first kiss,
And I'm hangin' on to every word rollin' off of your lips:
And that's all it takes, and I'm in that place,
Every time I hear your name.
I stop thinkin' 'bout the words I left unsaid.
Every time I hear your name.
I stop tryin' the change the things I can't change.
Every time I hear your name.
In my heart I know you're gone, but in my head,
I feel rain fallin' right out of the blue sky.
Sunday, November 27, 2011
heartbreak welfare
sometimes i wonder, do heartbreaks happen in purpose to make us a stronger person?
heartbreak is part and parcel of life. we need to make mistakes in order to learn from them. and since everything has its first, there's no one to blame. but in this kind of case, remember, ONCE is enough!
if there's a 2nd time, means we're dumb enough and this time we only have ourselves to blame.
or maybe we're just living in denial, we wanna believe that fairytales have happy endings. well sadly, only happens in fairytales, not real life.
TIME FOR REALITY CHECK :D
somehow i feel glad that i was heartbroken for a few times(yes yes i am naive) because i was never really WITH them. its just i felt sad that things didnt work out, no matter how much i wished they would. eventho the heartbreak gets worse each time, it also takes us less time to get over it. so i get stronger and braver. i was never in love with anyone, i just loved the idea of it. but at that moment, i could not differentiate.
the words i love you is often overused, but rarely sincere. i dont say it often, knowing that it means alot and cant be said simply. because these words are sacred. special.
the last person i remember saying it to(to a guy excluding friends) is whatshisname. not that i loved him, but we were together, so i felt like i had to. so dont do things just because you feel like you have to. you'd end up hurting and losing yourself.
things happen for a reason. i cant say they're all good, but they sometimes remind you of why you should never let yourself be in the risky position to go through another heartbreak ever again. because it hurts, real bad.
but then again, life's a risk. life's unplanned. so whatever it is, know that you're strong enough to stand back up on your feet. or friends and family to pull you up, but only if you allow them to.
i'd say go for it, because the worst is just a NO. which really is the worst feeling ever, trust me! but somehow we'll get used to it.
my advice is, GO FOR IT! but always know that at the end of the day, you'll be able to get back up on your feet, let go and move on. of course with a little bit of holding on at first since it takes time.
mistakes lead to regrets. which can only be forgotten with forgiveness. and the only person we need to forgive is ourselves.
so what if things dont work out? life's too short to sit and sulk.
at the end of the day, you leave this world with only memories :)
so make sure sweet > bitter
cheers! :)
heartbreak is part and parcel of life. we need to make mistakes in order to learn from them. and since everything has its first, there's no one to blame. but in this kind of case, remember, ONCE is enough!
if there's a 2nd time, means we're dumb enough and this time we only have ourselves to blame.
or maybe we're just living in denial, we wanna believe that fairytales have happy endings. well sadly, only happens in fairytales, not real life.
TIME FOR REALITY CHECK :D
somehow i feel glad that i was heartbroken for a few times(yes yes i am naive) because i was never really WITH them. its just i felt sad that things didnt work out, no matter how much i wished they would. eventho the heartbreak gets worse each time, it also takes us less time to get over it. so i get stronger and braver. i was never in love with anyone, i just loved the idea of it. but at that moment, i could not differentiate.
the words i love you is often overused, but rarely sincere. i dont say it often, knowing that it means alot and cant be said simply. because these words are sacred. special.
the last person i remember saying it to(to a guy excluding friends) is whatshisname. not that i loved him, but we were together, so i felt like i had to. so dont do things just because you feel like you have to. you'd end up hurting and losing yourself.
things happen for a reason. i cant say they're all good, but they sometimes remind you of why you should never let yourself be in the risky position to go through another heartbreak ever again. because it hurts, real bad.
but then again, life's a risk. life's unplanned. so whatever it is, know that you're strong enough to stand back up on your feet. or friends and family to pull you up, but only if you allow them to.
i'd say go for it, because the worst is just a NO. which really is the worst feeling ever, trust me! but somehow we'll get used to it.
my advice is, GO FOR IT! but always know that at the end of the day, you'll be able to get back up on your feet, let go and move on. of course with a little bit of holding on at first since it takes time.
mistakes lead to regrets. which can only be forgotten with forgiveness. and the only person we need to forgive is ourselves.
so what if things dont work out? life's too short to sit and sulk.
at the end of the day, you leave this world with only memories :)
so make sure sweet > bitter
cheers! :)
Thursday, October 06, 2011
Tuesday, September 06, 2011
too long to post in fb
wow its really been a while! i smell rust
this is what i conclude out of my 3 weeks holiday(yeah yeah, another memorable one)
the minute you start wanting him is the minute he stops wanting you. then when you finally stop wanting him, guess what? he wants you back. DOUCHE. problem is(other than guys being themselves), you dont know when or how to stop. so he never wants you back.
LOL
true or false? you decide.
oh wells, why must things like these happen during holidays?
probably i was just too free lol
like he/she/whoever said, it's better(for me at least) to have 'oh wells' than what ifs' in life.
we must first learn how to let go before falling. so it wouldn't hurt as much.
it was nice while it lasted :)
have you ever seen the rain, coming down on a sunny day?
the feeling's indescribable. i cant put it in words.
i live in the present, not in the past nor future.
i live for myself, not for anyone else.
this is what i conclude out of my 3 weeks holiday(yeah yeah, another memorable one)
the minute you start wanting him is the minute he stops wanting you. then when you finally stop wanting him, guess what? he wants you back. DOUCHE. problem is(other than guys being themselves), you dont know when or how to stop. so he never wants you back.
LOL
true or false? you decide.
oh wells, why must things like these happen during holidays?
probably i was just too free lol
like he/she/whoever said, it's better(for me at least) to have 'oh wells' than what ifs' in life.
we must first learn how to let go before falling. so it wouldn't hurt as much.
it was nice while it lasted :)
have you ever seen the rain, coming down on a sunny day?
the feeling's indescribable. i cant put it in words.
i live in the present, not in the past nor future.
i live for myself, not for anyone else.
Sunday, July 10, 2011
its gonna be love
its gonna be real
its gonna change everything i feel
how many times have i told myself that?
but yet never once did it happen
i guess life happens when you're busy making other plans
miracles happen when you least expect them
so i shall stop expecting :)
but prince charming, how long more must i wait?
i have a feeling that i'm beginning to lose hope and faith in you
its gonna change everything i feel
how many times have i told myself that?
but yet never once did it happen
i guess life happens when you're busy making other plans
miracles happen when you least expect them
so i shall stop expecting :)
but prince charming, how long more must i wait?
i have a feeling that i'm beginning to lose hope and faith in you
Friday, June 24, 2011
Prologue of love
my love inspiration :)
hold on and listen to every word very carefully.
'Speak now or forever hold your peace,' the words said by preachers at the end of wedding ceremonies all over the world, right before the vows. It's a last chance for protest, a moment that makes everyone's heart race, and a moment I've always been strangely fascinated by. So many fantasize about bursting into a church, saying what they'd kept inside for years like in the movies. In real life, it rarely happens.
Real life is a funny thing, you know. In real life, saying the right thing at the right moment is beyond crucial. So crucial, in fact, that most of us start to hesitate, for fear of saying the wrong thing at the wrong time. But lately what I've begun to fear more than that is letting the moment pass without saying anything.
I think most of us fear reaching the end of our life, and looking back regretting the moments we didn't speak up. When we didn't saying 'I love you.' When we should've said 'I'm sorry.' We didn't stand up for ourselves or someone who needed help.
These songs are made up of words I didn't say when the moment was right in front of me. These songs are open letters. Each is written with a specific person in mind, telling them what i meant to tell them in person. To the beautiful boy whose heart I broke in December. To my first love who I never thought would be my first heartbreak. To my band. To a mean man I used to be afraid of. To someone who made my world very dark for a while. To a girl who stole something of mine. To someone I forgive for what he said in front of the whole world.
Words can break someone into a million pieces, but they can also put them back together. I hope you use yours for good, because the only words you'll regret more than the ones left unsaid are the ones you use to intentionally hurt someone.
What you say might be too much for some people. Maybe it will come out all wrong and you'll stutter and you'll walk around embarrassed, wincing as you play it all back in your head. But I think the words you stop yourself from saying are the ones that will haunt you the longest.
So say it to them. Or say it to yourself in the mirror. Say it in a letter you'll never send or in a book millions might read someday. I think you deserve to look back on your life without a chorus of resounding voices saying 'I could've, but it's too late now.'
There is a time for silence. There is a time waiting your turn. But if you know how you feel, and you so clearly know what you need to say, you'll know it.
I don't think you should wait. I think you should speak now.
P/S: To all the boys who inspired this album, you should've known. ;)
hold on and listen to every word very carefully.
'Speak now or forever hold your peace,' the words said by preachers at the end of wedding ceremonies all over the world, right before the vows. It's a last chance for protest, a moment that makes everyone's heart race, and a moment I've always been strangely fascinated by. So many fantasize about bursting into a church, saying what they'd kept inside for years like in the movies. In real life, it rarely happens.
Real life is a funny thing, you know. In real life, saying the right thing at the right moment is beyond crucial. So crucial, in fact, that most of us start to hesitate, for fear of saying the wrong thing at the wrong time. But lately what I've begun to fear more than that is letting the moment pass without saying anything.
I think most of us fear reaching the end of our life, and looking back regretting the moments we didn't speak up. When we didn't saying 'I love you.' When we should've said 'I'm sorry.' We didn't stand up for ourselves or someone who needed help.
These songs are made up of words I didn't say when the moment was right in front of me. These songs are open letters. Each is written with a specific person in mind, telling them what i meant to tell them in person. To the beautiful boy whose heart I broke in December. To my first love who I never thought would be my first heartbreak. To my band. To a mean man I used to be afraid of. To someone who made my world very dark for a while. To a girl who stole something of mine. To someone I forgive for what he said in front of the whole world.
Words can break someone into a million pieces, but they can also put them back together. I hope you use yours for good, because the only words you'll regret more than the ones left unsaid are the ones you use to intentionally hurt someone.
What you say might be too much for some people. Maybe it will come out all wrong and you'll stutter and you'll walk around embarrassed, wincing as you play it all back in your head. But I think the words you stop yourself from saying are the ones that will haunt you the longest.
So say it to them. Or say it to yourself in the mirror. Say it in a letter you'll never send or in a book millions might read someday. I think you deserve to look back on your life without a chorus of resounding voices saying 'I could've, but it's too late now.'
There is a time for silence. There is a time waiting your turn. But if you know how you feel, and you so clearly know what you need to say, you'll know it.
I don't think you should wait. I think you should speak now.
P/S: To all the boys who inspired this album, you should've known. ;)
love,
Taylor
tell me your heart went numb for once at least, thinking of the things you should've said to that special someone :)
it's never too late.
better late than never :)
inspiration
its been more than a month that i last updated
some people say blogging is about what you do everyday, your daily life
others say its about expressing your feelings, telling people what you think
after all its YOUR blog and it's not wrong being all about YOU YOU and YOU
its up to them to read its not like you're pointing a gun at their head
anywayyy my point is it's been a while since i blogged and i really dont know why either
perhaps i dont really want people to know what i've been thinking/feeling so yeah
today i wanna talk about my inspiration. i hope someday i can be someone's inspiration too. but for now, mine are angelina jolie and taylor swift(celebrities)
non celebrities are my parents, grandparents, brother and sometimes my maid LOL but it's personal so i shall not talk about em
angelina jolie. shes just awesome. despite the fact that brad pitt and jennifer anniston separated cuz of her(many ppl hate her for that but i dont see the point), but hey! love is never wrong. at least they're living the life now.
she has many kids, a career. a loving caring(and lets not forget drop dead gorgeous) husband, FAMILY, AND she serves humanity!!! have you seen how much humanitarian work she has done for mankind?!
at the same time she has to juggle her family and career.
and she's doing it well.
of course she has had her own share of past too, but let's face it, WHO DOESN'T?
what matters is things that she's doing right NOW.
and i really respect her for that.
SHE'S ONLY 36 BTW!
omg i just googled for her age and found out that she kissed her brother before, ON THE LIPS! there are pictures everywhere. i seriously hope its not a french kiss ewww....that is just so SICK!
okayyy....she might also be a BI??!!! great..i need to reconsider this...
hahahaha jokes. she'll always be an inspiration to me no matter what! unless she kills someone LOL
anyway back to the story.
taylor swift, shes more like my inspiration for love, love inspiration.
because she really knows what shes feeling, writing AND singing lol.
although she may seem like a player to us, but who cares?
she should be given credits for being brave enough to show everyone who she really is.
and guess what? people(mostly girls) still love her!!!
tho i must admit that some of her songs really sound alike but whatever im not talking about her career here!
just saying how she really has the power to inspire people. people like me who keep looking for true love, who will never give up. because she believes that she's one of em too, one of us.
there are times when i feel like giving up, let love look for me instead. then i realised it has to work both ways
i just recently bought her album SPEAK NOW and this is what she has to say(which inspired me to write this post lol)
NEXT POST
some people say blogging is about what you do everyday, your daily life
others say its about expressing your feelings, telling people what you think
after all its YOUR blog and it's not wrong being all about YOU YOU and YOU
its up to them to read its not like you're pointing a gun at their head
anywayyy my point is it's been a while since i blogged and i really dont know why either
perhaps i dont really want people to know what i've been thinking/feeling so yeah
today i wanna talk about my inspiration. i hope someday i can be someone's inspiration too. but for now, mine are angelina jolie and taylor swift(celebrities)
non celebrities are my parents, grandparents, brother and sometimes my maid LOL but it's personal so i shall not talk about em
angelina jolie. shes just awesome. despite the fact that brad pitt and jennifer anniston separated cuz of her(many ppl hate her for that but i dont see the point), but hey! love is never wrong. at least they're living the life now.
she has many kids, a career. a loving caring(and lets not forget drop dead gorgeous) husband, FAMILY, AND she serves humanity!!! have you seen how much humanitarian work she has done for mankind?!
at the same time she has to juggle her family and career.
and she's doing it well.
of course she has had her own share of past too, but let's face it, WHO DOESN'T?
what matters is things that she's doing right NOW.
and i really respect her for that.
SHE'S ONLY 36 BTW!
omg i just googled for her age and found out that she kissed her brother before, ON THE LIPS! there are pictures everywhere. i seriously hope its not a french kiss ewww....that is just so SICK!
okayyy....she might also be a BI??!!! great..i need to reconsider this...
hahahaha jokes. she'll always be an inspiration to me no matter what! unless she kills someone LOL
anyway back to the story.
taylor swift, shes more like my inspiration for love, love inspiration.
because she really knows what shes feeling, writing AND singing lol.
although she may seem like a player to us, but who cares?
she should be given credits for being brave enough to show everyone who she really is.
and guess what? people(mostly girls) still love her!!!
tho i must admit that some of her songs really sound alike but whatever im not talking about her career here!
just saying how she really has the power to inspire people. people like me who keep looking for true love, who will never give up. because she believes that she's one of em too, one of us.
there are times when i feel like giving up, let love look for me instead. then i realised it has to work both ways
i just recently bought her album SPEAK NOW and this is what she has to say(which inspired me to write this post lol)
NEXT POST
Friday, May 20, 2011
urban dictionary
is the BOMB man!!! look at what i've found!
| 1. | Sabrina | |
a special crazy girl who is a brown haired fire ball who can be shy at times and is drop dead beautiful she is fun and can be a flirt but guys stare but cant get the guts to talk to her she loves music she has big brown eyes that sparkle when she talkes she has a odd but hot clothing style she is very unique and amazingly talented she dreams of being better which is hard to imagine for her she is loyal and truly a fun person she has unique food taste and likes all sorts of music she has a ghetto ass and big boobs she has a tall nice shape and wavy/curly hair. sabrina has ghetto ass curly hair fun unique | ||
| 2. | Sabrina | |
Someone who is loving, smart, beautiful, and makes the life of a Vincent complete. | ||
| 4. | Sabrina | |
One of the nicest people you will meet. She has your back all the time, starts trends, and can pull off emo one day and preppy the next. Everyone smiles when they hear her name. Guys swarm around her, not just to be boyfriends, but friends too. Just to know her is a benefit to your entire life. Keeps secrets when you can't even tell your parents your problems. Girl you wanna sit by and hold her hand. She will make you feel guilty out of your mind if you hurt her just by ignoring you. Synonyms: Nice, kind, funny, sweet, trustworthy, cute, hot, benefit to your whole life | ||
| 6. | Sabrina | |||
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Wednesday, May 18, 2011
Happy Birthday
TO MYSELF!!!! :DDD
btw A TEEN = EIGHTEEN
i cant believe nobody got it!!!
its sooooo cool hahahhaha
LOVE U ALL
party was awesomeeeeee :)
btw A TEEN = EIGHTEEN
i cant believe nobody got it!!!
its sooooo cool hahahhaha
LOVE U ALL
party was awesomeeeeee :)
Monday, May 09, 2011
AI'10 TOP 4
ARE ALL MY FAVOURITES!
so finally jacob is out :DDD
top 4 are james, scotty, haley and lauren.
well hopefully top 3 would be james scotty and haley.
i really wouldnt mind who gets the title because they're all SO DAMN GOOD!
different genre so yeahh. heavy metal, country and jazz.
not that im a big fan of heavy metal but james is GOOD in what he's doing :)
though i'd prefer country and jazzzzzz ;)
been in love with scotty and haley's voice since day 1. BIG FAN HERE :D
but like the judges' said, IT'S ANYONE'S GAME!
btw can JLo really sing? why are her songs all so......clubby? hahaha
but shes GORGEOUS i gotta admit. and steven tyler is just........sexyyyy (for his age LOL)
dont want this season to be over :(
am currently addicted to landslide by fleetwood mac, i totally feel the song!
just took a passport size photo last weekend, SO UGLY T_T
the only nice photo is my IC photo lol
ITS THE BEST IVE SEEN SO FAR ;)
so finally jacob is out :DDD
top 4 are james, scotty, haley and lauren.
well hopefully top 3 would be james scotty and haley.
i really wouldnt mind who gets the title because they're all SO DAMN GOOD!
different genre so yeahh. heavy metal, country and jazz.
not that im a big fan of heavy metal but james is GOOD in what he's doing :)
though i'd prefer country and jazzzzzz ;)
been in love with scotty and haley's voice since day 1. BIG FAN HERE :D
but like the judges' said, IT'S ANYONE'S GAME!
btw can JLo really sing? why are her songs all so......clubby? hahaha
but shes GORGEOUS i gotta admit. and steven tyler is just........sexyyyy (for his age LOL)
dont want this season to be over :(
am currently addicted to landslide by fleetwood mac, i totally feel the song!
just took a passport size photo last weekend, SO UGLY T_T
the only nice photo is my IC photo lol
ITS THE BEST IVE SEEN SO FAR ;)
Wednesday, May 04, 2011
a place called nowhere
so i found the umbrella! yay!
its not mine but i loveeee it so much, but it still cant be mine, cuz its NOT.
lol last fri i accompanied my friend calvin to defer his NS at zetro building wangsa maju and left my neighbour's umbrella there
(only realised that on sunday)
how bad can my memory get, really?
first i left my books at examination hall AFTER the exams over, great.
then rmbr my moral assignment a WEEK AFTER dateline.
then this umbrella.
i was quite convinced i left it there. well initially i didnt even rmbr where/when i lost it!
so i went back on monday around 4pm, CLOSED by 3pm. FINE. guard said open 8 till 5.
went back on tuesday, 5pm after class. guard said only open till 430pm. wah i really wanted to shoot him. heavy rain sumore
TODAY HOLY WEDNESDAY MORNING I WENT BACK AND YAY!!!!
weirdest thing is i DREAMT about it right before i woke up seriously. in my dreams i was at the EXACT place asking for it and they returned it to me!
i've been also having this feeling that i'll find it back somehow. i dunno its just sixth sense but really spooky i know. like DEJAVU!
there was once i lost my phone in national library and someone returned it to the receptionist and i got it back!
or perhaps its just pure luck! but im so grateful cuz i was worried esp this umbrella its not nice to lose something that belongs to someone else!
but yeah the whole thing just feels like a dream. spooky!
i read this novel A PLACE CALLED HERE about where missing things go. its so....real.
ANYWAYS IM STILL VERY HAPPY AND GRATEFUL :D
now hopefully im able to find my LAN books back.
cheers! ;)
its not mine but i loveeee it so much, but it still cant be mine, cuz its NOT.
lol last fri i accompanied my friend calvin to defer his NS at zetro building wangsa maju and left my neighbour's umbrella there
(only realised that on sunday)
how bad can my memory get, really?
first i left my books at examination hall AFTER the exams over, great.
then rmbr my moral assignment a WEEK AFTER dateline.
then this umbrella.
i was quite convinced i left it there. well initially i didnt even rmbr where/when i lost it!
so i went back on monday around 4pm, CLOSED by 3pm. FINE. guard said open 8 till 5.
went back on tuesday, 5pm after class. guard said only open till 430pm. wah i really wanted to shoot him. heavy rain sumore
TODAY HOLY WEDNESDAY MORNING I WENT BACK AND YAY!!!!
weirdest thing is i DREAMT about it right before i woke up seriously. in my dreams i was at the EXACT place asking for it and they returned it to me!
i've been also having this feeling that i'll find it back somehow. i dunno its just sixth sense but really spooky i know. like DEJAVU!
there was once i lost my phone in national library and someone returned it to the receptionist and i got it back!
or perhaps its just pure luck! but im so grateful cuz i was worried esp this umbrella its not nice to lose something that belongs to someone else!
but yeah the whole thing just feels like a dream. spooky!
i read this novel A PLACE CALLED HERE about where missing things go. its so....real.
ANYWAYS IM STILL VERY HAPPY AND GRATEFUL :D
now hopefully im able to find my LAN books back.
cheers! ;)
Sunday, May 01, 2011
first of may
when i was small, and christmas trees were tall
we used to love, while others used to play
don't ask me why, but time has passed us by
someone else moved in from far away
now we are tall, and christmas trees are small
and you dont ask the time of day
but you and i, our love will never die
but guess we'll cry come first of may
:)
happy may people!
really hope this month turns out to be a great one ;)
we used to love, while others used to play
don't ask me why, but time has passed us by
someone else moved in from far away
now we are tall, and christmas trees are small
and you dont ask the time of day
but you and i, our love will never die
but guess we'll cry come first of may
:)
happy may people!
really hope this month turns out to be a great one ;)
jazzy soul
me love!
and country! just any slow nice touching songs!
the ones you listen to and can relate to yourself. the ones that tell stories :D
someone PLEASEEE get me adele norah jones lady antebellum taylor swift carrie underwood avril lavigne album for my 18th birthday!!!! :D
i know i can dl from the internet and all to save $ but having the albums makes me feel happy!
smth that i can hold and you know, play whenever i feel like it :)
i just love to collect great music albums :D
happy may everyone!
me turning 18 this 18 ;)
DONT FORGET! :DDD
been trying to think of how to celebrate hmmm...any ideas?
till then! :)
and country! just any slow nice touching songs!
the ones you listen to and can relate to yourself. the ones that tell stories :D
someone PLEASEEE get me adele norah jones lady antebellum taylor swift carrie underwood avril lavigne album for my 18th birthday!!!! :D
i know i can dl from the internet and all to save $ but having the albums makes me feel happy!
smth that i can hold and you know, play whenever i feel like it :)
i just love to collect great music albums :D
happy may everyone!
me turning 18 this 18 ;)
DONT FORGET! :DDD
been trying to think of how to celebrate hmmm...any ideas?
till then! :)
Thursday, April 28, 2011
what's my name?
few fridays ago, my mum took me to jabatan pendaftaran or whatever at the maju junction to add my name SABRINA into my ic
it was kinda hard to convince her(took me a while) but she finally agreed!
because we had a bet if she calls sabrina in a day then she has do it for me.
5 minutes later, SABRINAAAAAAAAAAAA!
hahahahha gotcha!
they used to call me LIN(all my relatives call my chinese name) but not after i started using sabrina
its not my official name so i kinda wanna make it official.
like a marriage, you can live together and have babies and NOT be married right?
you're SUPPOSED to but its your choice. so yeahhh
many ppl wanna make it official so they get married!
just like my name i wanna make it official. i just like it that way. cuz i love my name ^^
and i wouldnt want ppl to find my name sze lin difficult to pronounce. but most of em do. used to be TZE lin. well thats another long story lol. now i think i like my old chinese name more. hey i was 9! my mind was still immature. omg someone pls shoot me.
anywayssssss, so i went there, and that lady said "oh you've gotta go baptise first and show us the letter from church to prove it then we'll send it to the court and wait for their approval"
WHAAAAAAT THE TUUUUUUUUUUT
dude its a personal thing okay. its MY NAME!!!!!! and i gotta involve like what a priest/pastor a judge just to ADD MY NAME SABRINA IN MY IC?????!!!
you gotta be kidding me.
plus im not a christian so why must i convert just for my name omg.
if i do im probably like the first girl who converts just to officially add her name. the STAR front page man. hahahhahha
AND I HAVE TO WAIT FOR AN UNKNOWN LAME JUDGE TO APPROVE MY NAME?!!!! ARE YOU FREAKING SERIOUS???
like who are you to decide whether to add my name anot lol
ppl in other countries change/add their names ALL THE TIME!!!
do you watch CSI? you'd get my point. all criminals have different names!!! hahahha
i dont get this country!! NO HUMAN RIGHTS!!!!
hello not all chinese with a nice english name infront their surname are christians
therefore not all chinese who wanna add a nice english name infront their surname are converting zzzzz
omg these shallow ppl are so annoying.
no offense to any religion but since when an individual's name has got anything to do with religions?
this world has definitely gone mad.
i hope you get my point. im not against any religion. just all these stupid rules in this country :(
who do mankind care so much about all these rules which have no impact on the world. why do they follow it blindly.
why dont they serve humanity instead and make an impact on other ppl's lives, ppl who need help.
at the end of the day, knowing that you've made a huge impact on many lives, you'd leave the world peacefully. and thats all that matters :)
no one lives forever, but the memory of someone great will :)
P/S: i renewed my birth cert too and just found out that my whole family has no religion(tidak berkenan) hahaha well we really dont! but i aint an atheist. just no religion.
P/P/S: the only chance that i get to add my name without any rules/regulation is when i get married. preferably to a white. LOL jokes!
it was kinda hard to convince her(took me a while) but she finally agreed!
because we had a bet if she calls sabrina in a day then she has do it for me.
5 minutes later, SABRINAAAAAAAAAAAA!
hahahahha gotcha!
they used to call me LIN(all my relatives call my chinese name) but not after i started using sabrina
its not my official name so i kinda wanna make it official.
like a marriage, you can live together and have babies and NOT be married right?
you're SUPPOSED to but its your choice. so yeahhh
many ppl wanna make it official so they get married!
just like my name i wanna make it official. i just like it that way. cuz i love my name ^^
and i wouldnt want ppl to find my name sze lin difficult to pronounce. but most of em do. used to be TZE lin. well thats another long story lol. now i think i like my old chinese name more. hey i was 9! my mind was still immature. omg someone pls shoot me.
anywayssssss, so i went there, and that lady said "oh you've gotta go baptise first and show us the letter from church to prove it then we'll send it to the court and wait for their approval"
WHAAAAAAT THE TUUUUUUUUUUT
dude its a personal thing okay. its MY NAME!!!!!! and i gotta involve like what a priest/pastor a judge just to ADD MY NAME SABRINA IN MY IC?????!!!
you gotta be kidding me.
plus im not a christian so why must i convert just for my name omg.
if i do im probably like the first girl who converts just to officially add her name. the STAR front page man. hahahhahha
AND I HAVE TO WAIT FOR AN UNKNOWN LAME JUDGE TO APPROVE MY NAME?!!!! ARE YOU FREAKING SERIOUS???
like who are you to decide whether to add my name anot lol
ppl in other countries change/add their names ALL THE TIME!!!
do you watch CSI? you'd get my point. all criminals have different names!!! hahahha
i dont get this country!! NO HUMAN RIGHTS!!!!
hello not all chinese with a nice english name infront their surname are christians
therefore not all chinese who wanna add a nice english name infront their surname are converting zzzzz
omg these shallow ppl are so annoying.
no offense to any religion but since when an individual's name has got anything to do with religions?
this world has definitely gone mad.
i hope you get my point. im not against any religion. just all these stupid rules in this country :(
who do mankind care so much about all these rules which have no impact on the world. why do they follow it blindly.
why dont they serve humanity instead and make an impact on other ppl's lives, ppl who need help.
at the end of the day, knowing that you've made a huge impact on many lives, you'd leave the world peacefully. and thats all that matters :)
no one lives forever, but the memory of someone great will :)
P/S: i renewed my birth cert too and just found out that my whole family has no religion(tidak berkenan) hahaha well we really dont! but i aint an atheist. just no religion.
P/P/S: the only chance that i get to add my name without any rules/regulation is when i get married. preferably to a white. LOL jokes!
Friday, April 15, 2011
his quirkiness i'll miss :'(
CANT BELIEVE PAUL IS ELIMINATEDDDDDDD!!!!!!
this is so devastating!!!!!
i was already shocked enough to know that PIA was out last week when my mum called to inform me cuz i was in pd last friday
WATCHING THE SHOW YOURSELF SEEING YOUR FAVOURITES LEAVING IS SO MUCH WORSE!!!!!!
i mean i feel stefano too he's been in the bottom 2 for god knows how many times(okay maybe only twice) and contestants with amazing voice whom he thinks are better than him leaving instead of him
i can tell from his face that he's damn surprised as well but yeah, he's a nice guy though his voice doesn't appeal much to me
and i hope jacob's out instead of him too LOL but american idol 2011? not possible.
so thia, pia and paul are out :(
my only hopes left are scotty(i swear i feel like marrying him whenever he sings!!!) james(hes just SO GOOD in heavy metal songs) haley(my favourite girl! her voice is sexy!) and lauren(love her country styleeee and versatility)
goodbye paul mcdonald! T_T
what a cute name you have. i thought it was a joke or nickname of yours till i found out it was ur real name LOL.
goodbye thia megia and pia(their names rhyme), keep singing for us who love you! :)
this is so devastating!!!!!
i was already shocked enough to know that PIA was out last week when my mum called to inform me cuz i was in pd last friday
WATCHING THE SHOW YOURSELF SEEING YOUR FAVOURITES LEAVING IS SO MUCH WORSE!!!!!!
i mean i feel stefano too he's been in the bottom 2 for god knows how many times(okay maybe only twice) and contestants with amazing voice whom he thinks are better than him leaving instead of him
i can tell from his face that he's damn surprised as well but yeah, he's a nice guy though his voice doesn't appeal much to me
and i hope jacob's out instead of him too LOL but american idol 2011? not possible.
so thia, pia and paul are out :(
my only hopes left are scotty(i swear i feel like marrying him whenever he sings!!!) james(hes just SO GOOD in heavy metal songs) haley(my favourite girl! her voice is sexy!) and lauren(love her country styleeee and versatility)
goodbye paul mcdonald! T_T
what a cute name you have. i thought it was a joke or nickname of yours till i found out it was ur real name LOL.
goodbye thia megia and pia(their names rhyme), keep singing for us who love you! :)
Sunday, March 27, 2011
American Idol Season 10 Review
THIS SEASON IS BY FAR MY FAVOURITEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
so damn nice la ive been watching EVERY episode since they started auditioning.
these ppl are so GOOD!!!
some are even better than past idols LOL
ITS TRUE LA!!!
anyways i realised i've never talked about AI'10 here before so HERE I AM!
i am SO IN LOVE with some of them since the beginning seriously
SO HERE ARE MY FAVOURITES!!!!! (too many good ones this year so i have many favs!)
1. Scotty Mccreery
i fell in love with this cutie AND his voice the day he went for audition!!! he's a country singer and his deep voice is to die for!!!!!!! im definitely his number 1 fan since day 1!!! i think most typical american teenage girls are ALL OVER HIM just because hes cute duhh(i love his voice too okay)!!!! you'll get what i mean if you've been watching american idol this season. the cheers he gets whenever his name is mentioned! OH MY! he can so be the male version of CARRIE UNDERWOOD!!! i really appreciate country music fyi :D one thing, he really should show us more vocal range though! LOVE U SCOTTY :D damn hes 17, younger than me but wtv! :P
2. Thia Megia
SHE'S ONLY 15 THIS YEAR!!!!!! wth wth wth. her voice is JUST SO GOOD for her age, EVEN FOR ANYONE'S AGE!!! trust me she's sososo good you'd go thinking how old is she again? hahaha she reminds me of charice probably because shes from philipines too and omg shes just SO SWEET!!! whenever she smiles a part of me just melts inside. her voice is just unbelievable. i've been supporting her since day 1 as well! GO THIA!!! ASIAN FTW :D
3. Haley Reinhart
HER VOICE IS GOOD AND DISTINCT!!!! i dunno why was she even in the bottom 3 for 2 weeks!!! SHE CAN BE TOP 3 OKAY! hahahaha i supported her since hollywood week, her amazing voice caught my attention! dont rmbr seeing her in audition but yeah, she's just damn good and unique! so love her rough voice and wide vocal range. SO SO GOOD! like alicia keys ;)
4. James Durbin
i only noticed this punk dude since hollywood week. well he was quite a bad ass back then and i didnt fancy him much, UNTIL I HEARD HIS VOICE OMG! he seriously look AND sound like adam lambert seriously!!!!! they both rock the high voice so damn good! if he wins this year it'll prove that adam lambert lost to ughh kris allen just because hes gay! well its indirectly proven anyways so yeah. NO WORRIES THO our hottie here isn't gay HE'S ALREADY A DADDY :D GO JAMES! we know you're as good as adam but also unique in your own way! ;) prove those losers wrong!
they already met!!! hahaha even took a pic together! adam i hope you aint hitting on james cuz hes married! hahaha jokes you both are AWESOMEEEEE
5. Paul Mcdonald
there's a reason why his name is MCDONALD!!!!! HE'S REALLY LIKE HIM HAHAHAHA. omg this dude, he is SO ADORABLE, SO GEEKY, SO DIFFERENT!!! you just gotta hear him sing and see the way he moves around when he sings, SO CUTE! im sure hes gonna make it. I WANT HIM TOO! he has this rough distinct voice like david cook and i'd always fall for that! its like my week point okay hahaha. ROCK ON PAUL!
6. Lauren Alaina
she's ONLY 16!!!!!! whats with all these young but amazing contestants!!! SO JEALOUS!!! hahahha her voice is just SO POWERFUL I SWEAR!!!!! so nice to hear and i love that she smiles all the time! super cuteeee. her voice always makes me wanna dance and go huga huga :D GO LAUREN!!!
7. Pia Toscano
shes like celine dion + whitney + mariah and all the divas! i love her voice since the day she sang ALL BY MYSELF omg goosebumps!!! her vocals is just CRAZYYYYYY!!! she'd sell albums but american idol, still not so sure! cuz it aint all about your voice but also your vide, personality, confidence and connection with audience. havent seen her dancing around much to entertain but yeah looking forward to that! im sure she'll do better. we'll see ;)
THEY'RE ALL JUST SO GORGEOUSS!!!
i think i probably love more than half of AI'10 top 10.
damn i shouldve done a post of the ones i dont like instead, much shorter and faster HAHAHAHA.
i mean the others are also good but just not my cup of tea :) BUT STILL GOOD! :D
feel free to express your opinion :)
so damn nice la ive been watching EVERY episode since they started auditioning.
these ppl are so GOOD!!!
some are even better than past idols LOL
ITS TRUE LA!!!
anyways i realised i've never talked about AI'10 here before so HERE I AM!
i am SO IN LOVE with some of them since the beginning seriously
SO HERE ARE MY FAVOURITES!!!!! (too many good ones this year so i have many favs!)
1. Scotty Mccreery
i fell in love with this cutie AND his voice the day he went for audition!!! he's a country singer and his deep voice is to die for!!!!!!! im definitely his number 1 fan since day 1!!! i think most typical american teenage girls are ALL OVER HIM just because hes cute duhh(i love his voice too okay)!!!! you'll get what i mean if you've been watching american idol this season. the cheers he gets whenever his name is mentioned! OH MY! he can so be the male version of CARRIE UNDERWOOD!!! i really appreciate country music fyi :D one thing, he really should show us more vocal range though! LOVE U SCOTTY :D damn hes 17, younger than me but wtv! :P
2. Thia Megia
SHE'S ONLY 15 THIS YEAR!!!!!! wth wth wth. her voice is JUST SO GOOD for her age, EVEN FOR ANYONE'S AGE!!! trust me she's sososo good you'd go thinking how old is she again? hahaha she reminds me of charice probably because shes from philipines too and omg shes just SO SWEET!!! whenever she smiles a part of me just melts inside. her voice is just unbelievable. i've been supporting her since day 1 as well! GO THIA!!! ASIAN FTW :D
3. Haley Reinhart
HER VOICE IS GOOD AND DISTINCT!!!! i dunno why was she even in the bottom 3 for 2 weeks!!! SHE CAN BE TOP 3 OKAY! hahahaha i supported her since hollywood week, her amazing voice caught my attention! dont rmbr seeing her in audition but yeah, she's just damn good and unique! so love her rough voice and wide vocal range. SO SO GOOD! like alicia keys ;)
4. James Durbin
i only noticed this punk dude since hollywood week. well he was quite a bad ass back then and i didnt fancy him much, UNTIL I HEARD HIS VOICE OMG! he seriously look AND sound like adam lambert seriously!!!!! they both rock the high voice so damn good! if he wins this year it'll prove that adam lambert lost to ughh kris allen just because hes gay! well its indirectly proven anyways so yeah. NO WORRIES THO our hottie here isn't gay HE'S ALREADY A DADDY :D GO JAMES! we know you're as good as adam but also unique in your own way! ;) prove those losers wrong!
they already met!!! hahaha even took a pic together! adam i hope you aint hitting on james cuz hes married! hahaha jokes you both are AWESOMEEEEE
5. Paul Mcdonald
there's a reason why his name is MCDONALD!!!!! HE'S REALLY LIKE HIM HAHAHAHA. omg this dude, he is SO ADORABLE, SO GEEKY, SO DIFFERENT!!! you just gotta hear him sing and see the way he moves around when he sings, SO CUTE! im sure hes gonna make it. I WANT HIM TOO! he has this rough distinct voice like david cook and i'd always fall for that! its like my week point okay hahaha. ROCK ON PAUL!
6. Lauren Alaina
she's ONLY 16!!!!!! whats with all these young but amazing contestants!!! SO JEALOUS!!! hahahha her voice is just SO POWERFUL I SWEAR!!!!! so nice to hear and i love that she smiles all the time! super cuteeee. her voice always makes me wanna dance and go huga huga :D GO LAUREN!!!
7. Pia Toscano
shes like celine dion + whitney + mariah and all the divas! i love her voice since the day she sang ALL BY MYSELF omg goosebumps!!! her vocals is just CRAZYYYYYY!!! she'd sell albums but american idol, still not so sure! cuz it aint all about your voice but also your vide, personality, confidence and connection with audience. havent seen her dancing around much to entertain but yeah looking forward to that! im sure she'll do better. we'll see ;)
THEY'RE ALL JUST SO GORGEOUSS!!!
i think i probably love more than half of AI'10 top 10.
damn i shouldve done a post of the ones i dont like instead, much shorter and faster HAHAHAHA.
i mean the others are also good but just not my cup of tea :) BUT STILL GOOD! :D
feel free to express your opinion :)
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